Love or Nah

I have been thinking about the last few weeks …. they have been indeed a whirlwind… i decided to end my relationship with Gerald…. it did help that I had a revelation but the fact that it was going nowhere and he wanted a girlfriend with no committment did help in my decision. He hasnt given up though… he still tries to communicate…. still tries to see me and has prolonged returning my things he has of mine… i choose to ignore him and his antics and put all my emotions in my writing… i have to keep myself busy from going insane with emotions. This has been a trying year for me.. I can smile now when I tell my testimony because I serve a God who is Amazing! I have learned so much about Niambi this year which was part of my vision anyways. One thing I wasnt anticipating was meeting a guy named Albert…. i was bored and searching through dating profiles online and I realized I had spoken to this cute guy named Albert a few months ago… He had just updated his picture so I sent a heart emoji, he responded and the rest is history…. its crazy how I left a dud alone and met a prince, a king in my world. I love hanging out and talking to him. He makes me laugh and he is so smart. I love the fact we have so much in common and how he is so supportive. He even ran lines with me for my part I filmed a few weeks ago. Its good to have a breath of fresh air despite all the turmoil I have faced. Funny thing is I have changed my script Dating Woes to a whole new premise called 10 Proposals and i spoke to him about the show and he loved the idea and he advised me I was going to have to propose to him because he doesnt want to be number 11….. I explained to him he would be number one because I would finally be in love with the guy proposing…. Now only time will tell but I can see myself building an empire with him and that more than anything gives me alot of hope…. So yes I am in love and nah I am not giving up…

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