I want to be someone's wife

I don’t think I have ever uttered those words before. I really want to be someone’s wife. I have dated a lot over these years and never really found that guy who made me want to be with them and build something until now and it scares the mess out of me…. Not being able to control the situation and being with someone who is unpredictable and speaks his mind has really tripped me out. I have never met a man like him. I never thought I would honestly and that is what scares me the most. Fear on making a mistake, fear of missing out (fomo) and fear of losing a true love… I live my life always by the carpe diem motto… and now I am thinking more and more about a future with this man and its freaking me out. I love him. I have never loved someone the way I love him. I have never felt intimacy the way i get it from him. I have never felt kisses the way he kisses me…I can talk to him for hours and hours and its never a dull moment…. I have shared secrets, thoughts, ideas etc….. I even shared one of my most complex moments in my faith….. and the crazy thing about it is we only shared a little time with eachother before he had to go out of town for business…..I have learned from this experience to not put a time limit on love. Love has no time…. I have to take it day by day and its a process one I am willing to try for the first time……I’m excited, nervous, anxious but overall I am ready….. I am actually in Love for the first time……